AND I WILL DWELL IN THE HOUSE OF THE LORD FOREVER

 They said I had AFIB and was at high risk of stroke if I don't take blood thinners.  They said that on blood thinners, I should be careful not to incur a serious wound, as the bleeding might be hard to stop.  They said my heart rate was too low and I could die in my sleep at any time.  They said all the plant-based eating and exercise, with no smoking,  no alcohol, and trying to get plenty of rest, means little, as I was like all the rest in this condition, with essentially one foot in the grave and doctor-dependent.  My whole life future was articulated in a 10-15 minute doctor consultation.  

I could have believed maybe I didn’t have long to live. But, they didn't really know that.  God does.  The lack of confidence in the medical profession and the dire prospects predicted by them for my life drove me straight to God.  I considered that I might be getting prepared to meet Him, but I was peaceful about it. 

God and I got closer than before, closer than if I had not had this diagnosis.  Who knew the truth about my condition?  I am not sure doctors did, but I know God does. Who holds my future both now and evermore:  God does.

When I was saved over 40 years ago, I read the 23rd Psalm ending with "And I will dwell in the House of the Lord, forever."  It was true then as it is true now. Whatever happens, I will rest in peace, His peace, the "Peace that passes all 

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