Mighty Man of Valor
Is it real or is it just me yearning to complete an unfulfilled dream? The ironman effort seems so far away now, with so many obstacle in front between me and completion. I want to go peacefully into the night but a light keeps coming on. It's like a fire I can't put out and I pray for guidance, full knowing I should NOT go after another ironman. But, it seems I keep getting those answers everywhere I turn. "Don't quit," "God equips you with what you need." "God is calling you to trust Him that He will see you through." And on and on it goes. Everywhere there is a "God wants this" message and I don't know if it is Him or from below and bent on my destruction and my family's as well. What a risk that would be? And too, perhaps it is what I want to see and hear so I can blame God on my poor decision? That kind of self centered self deception would not be serving God but only myself. I feel like Gideon hearing from ...